Anyway I have a work thing to do today, then I want to try to find a turtle-necked, sleeveless, high leghole cut leotard to wear with my longcoat so when it swishes around you see peeks of the legholes rising up over my waistband.

Would I have the gall to wear that outfit anywhere I go? I don't know.

But I went all out on how I want to look for an outing yesterday and got multiple complements from strangers and a couple stares.

I suppose for aesthetics sleeveless doesn't matter... It's just what I've been wearing lately. I do have a sleeved one ... hmm... Maybe I'll try this next low-stakes outing.

It's an interesting thing though. I basically crossed this threshold of "I already look like a freak to society, this isn't making it any worse" and it unlocked a whole lot of aesthetic options I resisted in the past.

My tits show in any masc coded top now unless it's oversized to hell and back, so fuck it I'll wear tight stuff. I dumped my masc coded puffer coat for a long coat; now I look like I fell out of an Amazon dropship goth's closet, so I may as well lean into that with spiked accessories and PVC and a body harness with a satchel on it as a purse. People are already saying I dress like I should have stopped 15 years ago so give vee the weird chokers/collars and bondage pants then.

"I'm going to start showing skin where society largely considers it fem-coded titillation" is just another step of that.

@trysdyn your trans progression is really funny and really interesting but also, pics where

@trysdyn your trans progression feels like that one autistic kid who didn’t speak a single word as a baby and just as the parents were starting to think they have developmental issues, they started yapping full sentences left and right and asking a bunch of questions. I’m that baby for what it’s worth. but the point is that that’s like you but instead of speaking it’s being a tranny

@twinkle It doesn't beat the allegation that I've had a crystal clear image of how I wanted to look and present myself for a literal decade and haven't mostly due to a combination of depression saying "too much effort", and needing some first thing to start the boulder rolling.

"I have tits now and have to deal with that" did both.

@trysdyn godspeed whore