random para rant thing:

there is a world out there where i probably ended up as having all of the big three (zoo, pedo, necro) but i think societal pressure lowkey conditioned my head out of developing necrophilia. i think i was very lucky in not having that happen to my pedophilia because i realised when being an anti-c zoo i was suppressing that part of me to the point where i didn’t even know i was a pedophile and it distressed me to think about it. since embracing it and slowly moving to the pro-c side of the internet i don’t feel miserable anymore and i genuinely love being the way i am. i may not agree with everything and i still struggle with my personal morals and, the law, making me feel chained but i have a little more freedom than before and im glad i didn’t lose that like how i lost the potential of being a necro despite my interest in it when i was a young kid.

@NoTailFox I really hope that the world will be a more accepting place some day and no one will need to be pressured into hiding who they are at all

it’s honestly kind of hard to have any actual hope with the way things are now, but…

@tromino i totally get you, it really sucks right now but i do believe things will get better for paras. maybe not in our lifetimes but we keep going so we can build that future for the paras who will come after us :3